Thursday, April 20, 2006
As the evening comes
But I no more look forward to them (well, I do - 'coz it means I'll be getting out of the office soon). But not the way I used to, for their beauty. 'Coz they're all the same to me. I know exactly what I'll be doing every evening (ok, 5 days a week at least) - sitting in front of my system.
And I no longer feel fresh - it's more like exhaustion.
It's not making sense I guess - we're all going through it.
But oh, I miss my evenings!
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Your Girl
No more the girl of yellows and whites...
No, not crimson either
Maroon maybe, dark and murky
And I won't fear black if you hold my hand
Won't mind killing if it were for you
Won't hate sins if you hold my hand
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Oscar Wilde and others
~ Mariah Carey
"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life."
~ Brooke Shields
"That lowdown scoundrel deserves to be kicked to death by a jackass, and I'm just the one to do it."
~ A congressional candidate in Texas
"Half this game is ninety percent mental."
~ Philadelphia Phillies manager, Danny Ozark
"It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."
~ Al Gore, US Vice President
"The word 'genius' isn't applicable in football. A genius is a guy like Norman Einstein."
~ Joe Theisman, NFL football quarterback & sports analyst
"If we don't succeed, we run the risk of failure."
~ Bill Clinton, former US President
"If we let the loggers go in and cut down all the trees we wouldn't have a problem with forest fires."
~ George Bush
A few by Oscar Wilde:
Anybody can sympathise with the sufferings of a friend, but it requires a very fine nature to sympathise with a friend's success.
Women love us for our defects. If we have enough of them, they will forgive us everything, even our intellects. (:-p)
*When a woman marries again, it is because she detested her first husband. When a man marries again, it is because he adored his first wife. Women try their luck; men risk theirs.
To get back my youth I would do anything in the world, except take exercise, get up early, or be respectable.
There is a luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves, we feel that no one else has a right to blame us. *It is the confession, not the priest, that gives us absolution.*
There are many things that we would throw away if we were not afraid that others might pick them up.
The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. *Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself.*
The basis of optimism is sheer terror.
Perhaps, after all, America never has been discovered. I myself would say that it had merely been detected.
Children begin by loving their parents; as they grow older they judge them; sometimes they forgive them.
Thirty-five is a very attractive age. London society is full of women of the very highest birth who have, of their own free choice, remained thirty-five for years. ( =)) )
The public is wonderfully tolerant. It forgives everything except genius.
But what is the difference between literature and journalism?
...Journalism is unreadable and literature is not read. That is all.
Only the shallow know themselves.
It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.
My own business always bores me to death; I prefer other people's. ( ;-) )
One's real life is often the life that one does not lead.
Work is the curse of the drinking classes.
Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation.
When the gods wish to punish us, they answer our prayers.
The true mystery of the world is the visible, not the invisible.
One should always play fairly when one has the winning cards.
Music makes one feel so romantic - at least it always gets on one's nerves - which is the same thing nowadays. ( :-p )
Most modern calendars mar the sweet simplicity of our lives by reminding us that each day that passes is the anniversary of some perfectly uninteresting event.
Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.
It is a very sad thing that nowadays there is so little useless information.
*I am not young enough to know everything.
**Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.
Consistency is the last refuge of the unimaginative.
Biography lends to death a new terror. (:-p)
At twilight, nature is not without loveliness, though perhaps its chief use is to illustrate quotations from the poets.
Arguments are to be avoided; they are always vulgar and often convincing.
Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination.
America is the only country that went from barbarism to decadence without civilization in between.
A man who moralizes is usually a hypocrite, and a woman who moralizes is invariably plain. (hmmm...)
Crying is the refuge of plain women but the ruin of pretty ones.
Men know life too early. Women know life too late. That is the difference between men and women. ( /:) )
Women are meant to be loved, not to be understood. (...guys!!)
My dear young lady, there was a great deal of truth, I dare say, in what you said, and you looked very pretty while you said it, which is much more important. ( :)) )
Women give to men the very gold of their lives. But they invariably want it back in such very small change.
I am sick of women who love one. Women who hate one are much more interesting.
I prefer women with a past. They're always so damned amusing to talk to.
People who count their chickens before they are hatched, act very wisely, because chickens run about so absurdly that it is impossible to count them accurately. =))
It is perfectly monstrous the way people go about, nowadays, saying things against one behind one's back that are absolutely and entirely true.
*We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.
The world is a stage, but the play is badly cast.
Nothing spoils a romance so much as a sense of humor in the woman - or the want of it in the man. ;-)
One should always be in love. That is the reason one should never marry.
Young men want to be faithful and are not; old men want to be faithless and cannot.
Faithfulness is to the emotional life what consistency is to the life of the intellect - simply a confession of failures.
Nowadays to be intelligent is to be found out.
Sunday, December 04, 2005
My day today
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Anyway, I woke up at sth like 1 pm, which is late even by my standards.
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Another thing worth mentioning - I had missed my fairwell while I had been home to attend my sister's marriage (plan to write a blog abt tht too, if I get time). So like the good juniors that they are, my juniors came to meet (?) me, and I got my 'fairwell title' which went -
Ek ada aapki dil mein bas jaane ki
Ek chehra aapka chaand sa
Aur ek zid humaari chaand paane kii'
Also got a beeeautiful photo-frame. Haven't yet put up a pic in it!
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Well, I'm not particularly financially sound these days, and to add to my 'gareebi', I came to know abt this book fair in Banasthali. I'd promised myself I won't buy anything. But as they say, promises are meant to be broken. So I ended up buying seven books (I had selected some 15 or so).
- A collection of stories by Edgar Allan Poe. I had always liked his style of writing, plus his feel-good stories.
- The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn. I already had Tom Sawyer's, but Huckle's my fav and I absolutely had to buy this!
- Another collection of stories by Ismat Chugtai 'Chidi ki Dukki'. Seems interesting. Lesse.
- Yet another collection, by Bhishma Sahni, titled - Vangchu.
- Collection of Russian folk tales - 'Ilya ki Bahaduri'. I've always had this thing for russian tales, they're short, sweet and well written (almost always).
- Collection of Indian folk tales - reminded me of my Nandan days. I wish they're good. (both these folk tales' books are for Nanu)
- And, lastly - Midnight's Children. I had no particular reason for buying this, except tht I had nothing by Sulman Rushdie in my collection till now. Though I've often tried reading Booker winning books, I always end up promising myself never to pick another one up again. Still, I got this one. Lesse if I cud finish it :-p
After a couple of hours of studying, as always my mind drifted away. And I realised there are songs which I like for no reason (I always find reasons for liking a song first, be it anything - lyrics, voice, music). But these are the songs which shud have come in my un-likeable category-
- Kyun Chhupaate Ho Mann Ki Baat (Mann) - A typical Nadeem-Shravan song, with typical Sameer lyrics, and typical Udit Narayan voice (I like UN thou'). There's no reason why I shud like this one.
- Diye Jalte Hain, Phool Khilte Hain (Namak Haraam) - I don't usually like songs abt friendship. Not this much. Maybe it's the RD-Kishore combo!
- Woh Chaand Jaisi Ladki (Devdas) - Why?! I don't know!!
- Haaye Rama Yeh Kya Hua - I want to hate this song, but I can't.
~Yet again Pseudo-Random
Thursday, November 17, 2005
T-Shirt Slogans
I've already sent this to some of you. For others, have a look :-)I'm not as think as you drunk I am.
I'm so old they've cancelled my blood type.
For the first 9 months i was trying to get out ... and ever since i am desperate to get in.
Computer science engineers with soldering irons are deadlier than electronics engineers with compilers!
I was an ATHIEST until I became an ANEASTHETIST.
BORN FREE!
My dad's a doctor:)
"Take me DRUNK..I'm HOME!!"
French connection:
TO
BUSY
TO
FCUK
I am so poor that if I were not a boy I would have nothing to play with...
Life is sexually transmitted!
'4:20 am'
MEANS NOTHING.
Mind Your Own Business
Sick my duck
Who says nothing is impossible
I've done nothing in my life
Sorry if i look interested .....coz i am not!!!
Been nowhere, did nothing
Stole the T-Shirt
Monday, November 14, 2005
Warning: A Random One
(Edited)
After B.Sc. III year, we decided to stay back at Banasthali for our summer training. There were only six of us (me, Richa, Pooja, Ballu, Kimi and NehaG), with literally nothing to do – ‘cause the training consisted of developing a ‘software’ for ‘admission management’ in Banasthali (we basically had to design some forms using VB and provide a back-end in MS-Access :-p). So, there we were – the six of us, max-wellas.
Now, living in Rajasthan in May-June is not all that pleasant, so we spent our day (8 am to 9 pm) at the department (read, in the internet lab). From 0800 to 2100 only, ‘coz we were supposed to be back in hostels by 9. Now, what do 6 girls, who have nothing else to do but surf the internet for 13 hours, do? They find arbit people for chatting. :-p
Our (bad)luck – we found some 7-8 guys from IITK, also staying at their hostel, as wellas as us – some fakka-fied, some staying back ‘just like that’. Let’s call them B, J, S, M, V, N and U.
So, we chatted. About IITs and Banasthali, girls and guys, love affairs and frustration, families and expectations, about X, Y and Z. Now, we were new to chatting, and new to IITians too. Believe me, they’re altogether a different species. And I can say this even after knowing them for all these years. They’d crack the most chosen PJs, use swear-words as if that’s what they’re taught (that was sth very shocking to me at that time, now I really am not bothered), get all psyched up for no apparent reason, go into depths of depression at time, use each other’s Ids, and sometimes disappear without any prior warning. They’re not at all like what (we common people) suppose an IITian to be - bookworms, very sincere, you know the ‘chashmish’ type. :-D
It was with them that I came to know of terms like baap, bhai, fakka, zukka, bulla, lassa, dassu, GPL (this one came out after much coaxing) and so on. And it was with them that my vocabulary of swear-words built up. :-p
That reminds me of an incident. Let’s say I (as in me) and B are good friends, and I and J are very good friends. So B tells me, that ‘lasiyana’ (verb form of ‘lassa’) means ‘to chat’(Edited: it means - ishq ladaana or sth like that). Now J comes and the conversation follows:
J: Kya kar rahi ho?
I: B se lasiya rahi hoon.
J (shocked): Kya?!!
I: Suna nahin, lassa maar rahi hoon B ke saath!
J: Yaar, usse kyun lassa maar rahi ho?
I: Koi aur mila nahin, maine socha yahi sahi.
J: Vaise ek baat to hai, lasiyaate sab hain, lekin aise kahta koi nahin.
I: Ismein sharmaane waali kaun si baat hai?
J: Badhiya hai, lage raho!
I: Nahin yaar, bore ho gayi. Mere liye S hi theek hai.
J: Woh bhi?!
I: Aur kya? Hum Banasthali waalon ke paas aur kaam bhi kya hai, tum IITians ke saath lasiyaane ke alawa?!
J: *faints*
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Car Bumper Stickers
- Caution: I drive like you do!
- No, I don't have PMS. I just really hate you.
- My mind works like lightning, one brilliant flash and it's gone.
- I'm a cruel and heartless bitch but I’m damn good at it.
- I brake for scholars, priests, and no apparent reason.
- I break for........................OH SHIT NO BRAKES.
- Stupidity is not a crime so you’re free to go.
- Watch out for the idiot behind me!
- Moooooove, I'm trying to speed!
- Buckle up... it makes it harder for the aliens to suck you out of your car.
- There are 2 types of pedestrians, the quick and the dead.
- Friends help you move; real friends help you move the body.
- IT'S IMPOLITE TO STARE.
- DRIVE IT LIKE YOU STOLE IT!
- I'm not driving fast-just flying low.



Friday, November 11, 2005
Hai iKhtiyaar me.n tere to mojazaa kar de
(I added a few word-meanings, if there's still some confusion, contact me for translation)
By Rana Sahri
hai iKhtiyaar me.n tere to mojazaa* kar de
vo shaKhs meraa nahii.n hai use meraa kar de
ye ret_zaar* kahii.n Khatm hii nahii.n hotaa
zaraa sii duur to rastaa haraa bharaa kar de
mai.n usake jor ko dekhuu.N vo meraa sabr-o-sukuu.N
mujhe charaaG banaa de use havaa kar de
kisii ko bhej koii meraa ham-navaa kar de
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*
mojazaa = miracle
ret_zaar = desert (I guess, not sure)
Thursday, November 10, 2005
My perfect guy
- that I don't talk a lot while eating.
- that I have a B-A-D handwriting.
- that I still cry watching movies, and reading novels. Even the most stupid ones, like K3G.
- that I love chocolates. And flowers.
- that I love beaches and mountains, too.
- that I'm always having moodswings.
- that making fun of people is not my idea of fun.
- that I like reading novels. And unlike some others who do, I don't finish them if I don't like them.
- that at times I'm not talking, I want him to talk to me.
- that I do absurd things.
- have a good sense of humor.
- be someone my mom would like.
- be (reasonably?) intelligent. And must know about a lot of things.
- be stronger than me.
- be crazy.
- be lazy.
- be weird. Not all the time though.
- flirt. I might get insanely jealous though.
- have his space and time, I won't bug him. At least I'll try not to.
By the way, I had always wanted my 'perfect guy' to be a doctor, too. :-p
Saturday, October 22, 2005
1. I'm having my midterms. I was almost certain I'd flunk, but looks like I won't!
2. The papers in V semester are not all that bad. Especially Reat Time Systems and AI. Guess I could like even Pattern Recognition.
3. I still like songs from Swades. The music and the voices, specially. Yeh Taara and Pal-Pal are my current favs.
4. I'm looking forward to going home, am kinda missing all the fun everyone's having back there.
5. Then I'm also looking forward to coming back, have my fairwell and annual cultfest after the vacations.
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Then there's been this VERY interesting Chennai/Madurai trip. And I learnt a lot from it.
I don't like curd-rice.
I like Italian burgers.
I don't like olives.
I like nariyal-ki-chatni.
I don't like pudine-ki-chatni.
I like fries.
I don't like nuggets.
I'm a foodie. I eat everything. Even what I don't like. :-p
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
I try (Macy Gray)
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that faith has brought us here
And we should be together, babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiending
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near...
Tears to shed (Corpse's Bride)
I can feel no pain
If you cut me with a knife
It’s still the same
And I know her heart is beating
And I know that I am dead
But the pain here that I feel
Try and tell me it’s not real
And it seems that I still have a tear to shed.
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Guys I Like (Aug 11th)
For the way he smiles. That's what I call "a smile to die for". :-D
2. Sourav Ganguly (Cricketer - India)
For his attitude.
3. Brad Pitt (Actor - Hollywood)
For his looks.
4. Jyotiraditya Scindia (Politician - India)
For the way he carries off himself.
5. Sushant Singh (Actor - Bollywood)
For everything! For the way he acts, especially.
6. Johnny Depp (Actor - Hollywood)
For The Pirates of Caribbean.
7. Richard Gere (Actor - Hollywood)
For his most decent looks.
8. Saif Ali Khan (Actor - Bollywood)
For his sense of humor.
9. Virendra Sehwag (Cricketer - India)
For his cricket, and his simplicity.
10. Abhishek Bachchan (Actor - Bollywood)
For his eyes, his smile and the way he speaks.
11. Zayed Khan (Actor - Bollywood)
Looks and smile, I guess.
12. Raul Gonzalez (Football player - Spain)
A good player, and looks good too. ;-)
13. Goran Ivanisevic (Tennis player - Croatia)
14. Rahul Bose (Actor - Bollywood)
15. Rahul Khanna (Actor - Bollywood)
16. Paolo Maldini (Football player - Italy)
17. Ricardo Kaka (Football player - Brazil)
18. Kurt Cobain (Leader - Nirvana - USA)
*I could go on and on... but it's no use really, is it?
*Listing in no particular order.
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Nawab Ki Padhaayi
Even I’ve done my schooling from a hindi medium school, the same school as his, in fact. But I was yet again reminded how easily we forget things once out of touch.
Mathematics (Ganit) in shuddh hindi, believe me, that’s not easy.
K: “Haan to Nawab, first chapter kaun sa hai?”
N: “Pahla adhyaay Samuchchay hai.”
Now, now, I remembered that Samuchchay means Set, and was proud of the fact. But remembering something, and using it in your language are two different things.
N: “Kanu didi, Rikt Samuchchay kya hai?”
K: “Jis Set mein koi element na ho”
N: ?
K: “Jis Samuchchay mein koi avayav na ho.” (sigh)
And when you think you know it all,
K: “Samuchchay(Set) ka Sarvanishth (Intersection) nikaalne ke liye jo avayav(elements) dono mein hon, unhe lete hain, aur Sangh (Union) ke liye dono Samuchchayon(Sets) ke avayav(elements) lete hain.”
N: “To Sangh aur Sarvanishth ek hi hue na?”
K: 8-
How do you read A = {x: x is a natural number and x<=10}??
Samuchchay A, jahan A ke avayav x hai, jabki x ek Prakrat Sankhya hai, aur x is less than or equal to 10. (Jhappu, “less than or equal to” ko hindi mein kya kahte hain?)
Root 2? Square root of two? No! Do ka vargmool.
“Exercise 10.1 kar lena”
“Kya karna hai?”
“Abhyaas das dashamlav ek.”
You do get better with time! B-)
Trigonometry has never been more difficult.
K: “Dekho Nawab, ek Saral Rekha (Straight Line) ek sau assi ansh (180 degrees) ka kon (angle) banaati hai, aur yeh prashn mein diya hai ki dono angles ke beech ka antar (difference) right angle ke barabar hai. To a+b = 180, aur a-b = kitna hua?”
N: “Right Angle kya hota hai?”
K: “Nabbe ansh ka kon”
N: “To aise boliye na!”
Sankhyiki (Statistics), Trikonmiti (Trigonometry) – you learn mathematics from the scratch. And thank your stars for the wonderful teachers that you got!
Friday, May 27, 2005
Khaali dimaag ki upaj
My ever-religious family is getting more religious every day. When you return home in vacations, you expect the kids to be at their naughtiest best. Not studying at all, playing a lot, attending all those summer camps and what not. All this is happening, no doubt, but along with it, some other things too.
Every Saturday evening, all the kids of the family (aged 2 to 18, around 20 of them) gather at one place, for 'Sundarkaand' path (from RamCharitMaanas). The Path is followed by Hanumaan Chalisa and some other rituals. Ofcourse, the whole affair has got family approval now, so more than the kids it's their mummas attending it.
Sunday mornings, it's Chinmaya Mission meeting, where again, all children gather at one place (our home), and we have Geeta path, MahishasurMardini MantrPath (which btw, is a beautiful collection of shlokas, written by Shankaracharya) and after that some discussion about life etc. (that doesnt make much sense for kids aged 10 or so, but mom thinks more than that it's important that they learn to live with all kind of ppl, whether they like them or not - and the meeting is a way to teach them this).
There's more to it. every morning when we drive Nanu for his tennis practice, we recite the twelfth chapter of Geeta (which Nanu has learned by heart, I still have to read it). Last to last time I came, I taught the kids the fifteenth chapter, and now they can as well teach me the twelfth one. For one thing, Nanu's got a clear pronounciation of shlokas and a good understanding of the chhandas and matras which I often find lacking even in girls my age.
All in all, there's at least one benefit - every weekend we get to spend 5 hours together, reason enough for all the religions.
In the end, religion, as Nida Fazli saw it-
"Bachcha bola dekhkar, masjid aalishaan
Allah tere ek ko, itna bada makaan?"
"Andar moorat par chadhe, ghee, poori, mishthan
Mandir ke baahar khada, Eeshwar maange daan"
"Ghar se masjid hai bahut door
Chalo yun kar lein
Kisi rote hue bachche ko
Hansaaya jaaye"
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Maddham-Maddham Teri Geeli Hansi
Saathiya saathiya sun ke humne saari pee li hansi
Hansti rahe tu hansti rahe
Haya ki laali khilti rahe
Zulf ke neeche garpan pe
Subah-o-shaam milti rahe
Sondhi si hansi teri khilti rahe milti rahe
Saathiya saathiya maddham maddham teri geeli hansi
Saathiya saathiya sun ke humne saari pee li hansi
Peeli dhoop pahan ke tum
Dekho bag mein mat jaana
Bhanvre tumko sab dekhenge
Phoolon mein mat jaana
Maddham maddham hans de phir se
Sona sona phir se hans de
Taaza gire patte ki tarah
Sabz laal par lete hue
Sat rang hain bahaaron ke ek ada mein lapete hue
Saawan-bhaadon saare tumse
Mausam mausam hanste rahna
Maddham maddham hanste rahna
Saathiya saathiya maddham maddham teri geeli hansi
Saathiya saathiya sun ke humne saari pee li hansi
Kabhie neele aasmaan par
Chalo ghoomne chale hum
Koi abr mil gaya to
Zameen pe baras lein hum
Teri baali hil gayi hai
Kabhie shab chamak uthi hai
Kabhie raat khil gayi hai
Tere baalon ki panaah mein
Yeh siyaah raat guzre
Teri kaali-kaali aankhein
Koi ujli baat utre
Teri ik hansi ke badle meri yeh zameen le le
Mera aasmaan le le
Saathiya saathiya maddham maddham teri geeli hansi
Saathiya saathiya sun ke humne saari pee li hansi
Barf giri ho waadi mein
Aur hansi teri goonje
Oon mein lipti simti hui
Baat kare dhuaan nikle
Garm-garm ujla dhuaan
Narm-narm ujla dhuaan
That's why I'm Gulzar's fan! [:)]
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Maa Ki Kursi
Aur phir unke birthday par humne theek vaisi hi kursi unhe gift ki. Unke kamre ke rang se milti-julti, vaisi hi badi aur aaramdaayak jaisi mummy chaahti thin.
Use laakar mummy ke kamre mein rakh diya gaya. Us badi si almaari ke bagal mein, jise mummy ne library bana rakha hai. TV ke theek saamne.
Badi izzat thi us kursi ki. TV par kisi bhi program ya movie se pahle hi turn lag jaati thi ki kaun baithega.
Kursi kya hai, couch hai. Kitni hi kitaabein padh daali hongi us par humne- kabhie baith kar, thak jaao to let kar. Ab to Nanu ki library bhi uske bagal mein hi aa gayi hai.
Mummy ne Jackie Chan ki dasiyon movies us par baith kar dekhi hongi.
Kabhie usi kursi ne bistar ka kaam kiya. Kahne ko sirf ek insaan ke baithne ke hi liye bani hai woh. Par hum sab hi uske ek hatthe par sar rakhkar, aur doosre se pair latkaakar kitni hi baar so chuke hain. Ek baar to school se thak kar aaya Nanu bag-bottle taange hue hi us par so gaya tha. Cheeku Dada ki shaadi ke waqt lahnga pahan kar hi 2 ghante us kursi par sona bhi yaad hai.
Paanch saal ho gaye use aaye hue, aur Sonu ke aaram se khana khaane, Nanu ke sketching se lekar Jhappu ke Board exams tak, sabmein anjaane hi uska naam juda hai.Uske baad bhi kitne hi furniture aaye ghar mein, lekin mummy ke kamre mein rakhi woh kursi aaj bhi utni hi khaas hai sabki.
Shayad isliye ki woh books ke paas aur TV ke saamne hai. Ya isliye ki woh badi aur aaramdaayak hai. Ya shaayad isliye ki woh mummy ki kursi hai, jaisi woh kitne samay se chaahti thin.
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Playlist today
Sunaayi deti hai jiski dhadkan tumhara dil ya humaara dil hai
Woh aake pehloo mein aise baithe, ki shaam rangeen ho gayi hai
Zara-zara si khili tabiyat, zara si ghamgeen ho gayi hai
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Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne to kya paaogi
Mere haalaat ki aandhi mein bikhar jaaogi
Ranj aur gham ki basti ka main baashinda hoon
Yeh to bas main hoon ki is haal mein bhi zinda hoon
Khwaab kyun dekhoon woh, kal jispe main sharminda hoon
Main jo sharminda hua tum bhi to sharmaaogi
Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne to kya paaogi
Kyun mere saath koi aur pareshaan rahe
Meri duniya hai jo veeran to veeran rahe
Zindagi ka yeh safar tumpe to aasan rahe
Humsafar mujhko banaaogi to pachhtaaogi
Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne to kya paaogi
Ek main kya abhi aayenge deewane kitne
Abhi goonjenge mohabbat ke taraane kitne
Zindagi tumko sunaayegi fasaane kitne
Kyun samajhti ho mujhe bhool nahin paaogi
Pyaar mujhse jo kiya tumne to kya paaogi
Mere haalaat ki aandhi mein bikhar jaaogi
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Yeh to nahin ke gham nahin
Haan meri aankh nam nahin
Tum bhi to tum nahin ho aaj
Hum bhi to aaj hum nahin
Ab na khushi ki hai khushi
Gham ka bhi ab to gham nahin
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Jinko duniya ki nigaahon se chhupaye rakha
jinko ek umr kaleje se lagaaye rakha
deen jinko, jinhe iimaan banaaye rakha
tune duniya ki nigaahon se jo bach kar likhe
saal-ha-saal mere naam baraabar likhe
kabhie din mein to kabhie raat ko uth kar likhe
teri khushbu mein base khat main jalaata kaise
pyaar mein doobe hue khat main jalaata kaise
teri haathon ke likhe khat main jalaata kaise
tere khat aaj main ganga mein baha aaya hoon
aag bahte hue paani mein laga aaya hoon
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koi yeh kaise bataaye ki woh tanha kyun hai
woh jo apna tha wohi aur kisi ka kyun hai
yahi duniya hai to phir aisi yeh duniya kyun hai
yahi hota hai to aakhir yahi hota kyun hai
ek zara haath badha lein to pakad le daaman
uske seene mein sama jaaye humaari dhadkan
itni qurbat hai to phir faasla itna kyun hai
dil-e-barbaad se nikla nahin ab tak koi
ik lute ghar pe diya karta hai dastak koi
aas jo chhoot gayi phir se bandhaata kyun hai
tum masarrat ka kaho ya ise gham ka rishta
kahte hain pyaar ka rishta hai janam ka rishta
hai janam ka jo yeh rishta to badalta kyun hai
Sunday, May 08, 2005
After the paper
- Sleep
- Packing
- Get all the official work done
- Study for the next to next paper
- Go to the library and get some books issued
- Go shopping you've been putting off for so long
- Sleep
- ...
- ?
- !
- Feel sleepy
- Listen to some crappy remixes
- Write a blog
Sunday, May 01, 2005
Yeah.... but
I know I have to study, but cannot decide which subject.
I wanted to read software engg, but dont have the books.
My roomie's arranged the books, but I cannot concentrate.
Yeah I'm hungry, but it's my fast today.
Fast is over, but it's not supper time yet.
Lunch is ready, but it's once again tinda.
I go to the mess, but I'm not hungry anymore.
We have to start with the project, but it's such a stupid one.
We enjoy the work now, but there're so many bugs.
Cured all the bugs at the room pc, but the floppy's got virus.
Finally got the proj on the lab pc, but it just wont compile there.
Got rid of all the lab bugs too, but the program hangs in front of the guide. :((
Yeah our project's ready for demonstration, but the external hasn't reached yet.
He's arrived, but discussing things with the dean now.
Demonstrations have begun, but he's in the other lab.
He'll come to our lab, but it's lunch break now. :((
Wanted to talk, but cannot find the right person.
Okay, anyone'll do, but noone's got time.
Met a friend at last, but s/he just wont understand.
Told all my problems, s/he says "to kya hua?" :((
Wanted to write something, didn't know what.
Decided a topic, but couldn't find words.
Wrote it finally, but it doesn't make sense!!!



